Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Angry

i don't know what happen to me now!!! stupid!!! aarrgghhh.... why english 2 is very difficult and more complicated than english 1? i really miss the ways of Mr.Joan teaches us, really fun.. but with Mr. XXXX, oohh man, that's really crazy. we need to do ielts test, finish all the technology book, do essay callab every week, oral presentation and many more... oohhh... bullshit!! and the marking is too strict. he like to see us suffering from that. why?? why i need to face all that? i very mad, because i need to repair all my essay again just to fulfill on what he want... that crazy, man. i really miss my last sem tutor.. i really miss it. i just need to go to class without bring anything.. in class, we just do like sharing session.. oohh really goooood.... be patience...

Thursday, June 24, 2010

LESEN L

hai everybody... today i learn how to drive car... hahaha i m lucky today because today, i can learn very well... better than before, i mean... hahaha but my leg still can really expert in clutch... i hope next time i can do better tan today... Pray for me you guys... besides, today i need to take my car to road(highway actually)... i can drive but still sekat2... nazak... hahahaha but i need to improve that more.. so, abg fariz xmarah aku lagi... minggu lepas, teruk gler aku kena hentam ngn dia, gara2 nak naik bukit n parking lot tak jadi... oh shit... i hate that... u know, i almost want to cry... but fadhil in the back, said to me..."miera you can do it, i believe u can... so, prove to me..." so, i need to be patient and must be strong... i need that very much... keep in your heart...
cayuk miera....
Do the best.....

Wednesday, June 23, 2010

ISLAM...

today, i m fasting... i woke up in the early morning.. and i read something about ISLAM and KAFIR... it shocked me... i doesn't understand, why all that happen like that...?? i really confuse... how can org KAFIR, can do like that?? i know it sound ridiculous to us... but how can we believe that?? they had planned for million year until now... just for acting in front of us?? and now, as a ISLAM... i advise you to read this..

http://www.dinar-emas.com/vatican.html


and then u can leave your comment... i really hope.... because i love ISLAM so much... i want try to save our ISLAM relatives...

Sunday, June 20, 2010

misunderstand

semalam fakrur call aku.. dia mitak maaf dengan aku.. dan dia ceritakan mcmana dia leh bgtau fitnah mcm tu.. sebenarnya dalang cter ni Balat.. rumet ku ckp dia ni NAZREEN... mamat yg paling aku benci kat UTP... aku satu group english ngn dia.. dia ni perasan org nak kat dia n dia ni poyo... koya.. menyampah aku.. aku mmg tak leh tgk muka dia rasa nak genyeh2 jah muka dia ngn najis lembu... geram... arghhhh... aku mmg pantang ngn mamat ni.. aku tak tahu knape... selisih malaikat 44 aku tak suka laki ni... dia bajet sgt... time group kitorg duk sibuk berlatih dia boleh tak dtg... dia main lepas tgn gitu je... tak tahu aku knape... skrg masalah aku dah selesai.. tapi bila satu selesai, satu plak yg timbul... aku pun tak tahu knape leh jd gitu...
pening kepala aku... pusing...

Friday, June 18, 2010

Playgirl

aku sedih sangat dan aku nak kongsi ngn spe2 yg baca blog aku... malam ni... 18 Jun 2010... aku msg ngn sorg laki ni, budak UTp gak... dan dia tanya aku, adakah betul aku ni playgirl??? dari mana wujudnya kenyataan ni??? tlgla aku.... aku sedih... masalahnya dia kawan aku, dan ape tujuan dia cakap gtu... aku tau dia ni ckp jenis lepas mulut.. dia tak pandai jaga hati orang...dia ni actually seorang LELAKI.... bukan perempuan... masalahnya, ni pasal maruah aku... susah nak betolkan balik perkara mcm ni... nurul,, kawanku... mcmana aku nak wat ni...

lagu yang aku suka...

Semenjak kau hadir dalam hidupku
Tiada lagi keresahan
Kau mengetuk pintu hatiku
Tanpa sedar hingga ku izinkan

Kau yang bernama cinta
Kau yang memberi rasa
Kau yang ilhamkan bahagia
Hingga aku terasa indah
Maaf jikaku tidak sempurna
Tika bahagia mula menjelma
Bila keyakinan datang merasa
Kasih disalut dengan kejujuran

Mencintai dirimu
Merindui dirimu
Memiliki dirimu
Hingga akhir hayat bersama kamu

Kau yang bernama cinta
Kau yang memberi rasa
Kau yang ilhamkan bahagia
Hingga aku terasa indah
Kau yang bernama cinta
Hingga aku rasa indah

aku suka menghayati lagu ni... penuh makna lirik dia... dapat menyentuh perasaan... romantik gitu...

Kolam Renang

Semalam aku tido dlm keadaan tak terurus.. aku tgk adamaya n tertido ngn adamaya... hahaha lawak lawak... aku bgun subuh pg td.. aku, put, syu, yu rancang ari ni nak pergi mandi kolam renang.. tapi tak dengar cerita la plak.. aku pun msg la ngn mamat ni... sampai tetido.. pahtu dalam pkul 10, syu dtg kejut dan ajak kitorang pg mandi kolam.. pg la.. put pun pg gak... hahaha.... balik makan kat pak Ali kafe... sekarang put dah tido.. aku sambung tengok cerita adamaya... huhuuuu

Thursday, June 17, 2010

Call Lab essay

ok, ni aku ada cerita baru nak kongsi dan buat koleksi... alkisahnya begini, pada hari pertama aku pg call lab dan ada satu orang laki ni tegur aku nak pinjam kertas esei call lab.. aku tak kenal pun sape dia, nama pun aku tak tahu... sebelum aku ambik quiz thinking skill, laki ni tegur aku dan mitak nbor telepon aku.. aku pun mula la msg dia.. leh r jgak wat teman msg... tapi dia dah nak keluar UTP, dia dapat tawaran JPA dalam negara... untuk course bio-tech... lagipun dia duk sini private, elok benarla dia pg.. dan dia seorang kawan yang baik.. aku suka kawan dengan dia... dan jangan pikir bukan2... aku just kawan dengan dia tak lebih dari itu... :-)

bosan

aku tak tahu kenapa... hidupku sangat bosan.. sehari demi sehari... minggu demi minggu.. apa nak jadi padaku ni?? someone help me... abang wan plak dah tak pedulikan aku.. kami dah sebulan tak msg.. aku tak tau kenapa dan apa yang dah terjadi pada hubungan aku?? sekarang aku perlu tunggu abang wan balik U... emm aku kena jumpa dia, tanya dia baik2, kenapa buat dia buat aku begitu? aku nak mitak penjelasan... tolongla, jangan serabutkan kepala aku lagi...

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

TODAY

Today..... what happen today in ur life?? i feel so bored... but my body feel pain.. i dont know why,?? i think this because i bring so heavy things yesterday.. ooohhh... my shoulder.... and unfortunately, i dont have english class today and yesterday neither... i dont know why???
ohh ye..... today also my first lab for programming.... almost all of my lab is international... oh my God... do you know?? because i cant speak well in english... i m so afraid... and my group want me to become a leader.. ohhhh......... i dont want it... because everything will put on my shoulder, that's really big responsibility.... today also my rumet is fasting.... huhuhu we gonna eat at V2 tonite... with our kopun....

bosan

aku tak tau ape nak tulis. maafkan aku kawan.. sebenarnya, aku banyak yang nak bercerita, tapi aku tak tahu mcmana nak luahkan semua ni... banyak yang berlaku dlam hidupku.. aku perlu lakukan perubahan agar aku dapat maju ke hadapan... aku perlu tabah...
semua ini membuatkan aku sakit kepala... dan sakit kepala ku semakin kerap menhantai kepala ku... ape yang patot aku lakukan??? klinik? but i just has headache not nothing... ooohh
hidupku skrg penuh kebosanan... reading... dont interest at all... but i need to force myself to read and focus on my study...