dont know why tonite i feel so sad.. i miss my bf.. family of coz la miss them every time... hari ni saya dapat tau yg rupe2nya remove me as friend.. why?? i still love him.. still can't forget him.. he is my 1st love.. i try to call him and text him, but no respond at all... so, how now? i know that i make mistake when i ask he to stay away from me.. but just for a while because when he beside me, aku jadi bergantung pada dia, mengadu pd dia.. lepas stress pun pd dia.. aku hanya nk elakkan beban aku pada dia by doing that... but what i got here and now, he already leaving me far far away from him and i can't catch him back... what i need to do now? forget him? that's what i m trying to do now.. but its too hard... i keeping remember him from time to time... i really "sayang"kan dia... u think can i get him back? i had told him that i wanna him back... but he not answer me and just keep silent... tp walaupun aku sedih, aku tetap kna teruskan hidup aku ni... aku xboleh terus sedih.. aku kna belajar. help my family 1st,... God please help me to get through all this feeling... just keep me on yours straight path... Amiinn..... give me strength....
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Salam..
mira, fatin harap mira dapat terus tabah yer menghadapi ujian nie. Memang tak dapat disangkal lagi hati remaja kita tentu la mendambakan kasih seorang lelaki untuk jaga kita, memberi semangat dan hiburkan kita tatkala down. Aku faham perasaan tu, sebab aku pun perempuan.
Tapi, sebagai seorang sahabat, aku tak sanggup tgk kawan aku mcm nie. Mira, mgkn sekarang kau rasa tertekan sgt dgn segala dugaan tambahan lg si dia dah takde di sisi. Tapi, igtlah yer Allah is always by your side. huhu. Dia setia di sisi kita setiap masa, dia izinkan kita hirup udaraNya tanpa kene bayar sesen pun. Dialah yang Maha Mengetahui segala isi hati.Kalau nak merintih, rintihlah kepadaNya, mengadulah dan menangislah kepadaNya, sebab Dia yang lebih tahu apa terbaik untuk kita.
Mungkin perpisahan nie pun ada hikmah di sebaliknya. mana la kita nak tahu kalau2 sebenarnya Allah nak kurniakan lelaki yg lagi baik kat mira. Be strong ye, my dear :)all the best!
tq fatin....
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